more projects

so for the religion project due friday. i did my part . and its just up to my partners to do theirs. 

 

i finally looked at the book. that i ... got from the library. for the history project. and it seems to have everything i need. and. i am really thrilled about that. 

so i scanned the pictures for the collage. 

and tomorrow ill work on the writing part of it. 

if i finish early. i really want to go chill with pat. 

umm yea. so what else. 

were turning in the rough draft for the search paper in. 

and the teacher is making it able for us to meet with her . to talk about it. and for her to help us improve it. and i might possibly do that. 

what else. 

i have a history test tomorow. im nervous about it. 

and yea. what else...i dunno. im super nervous about the religion project due friday.

hmm. i dunno alot of school work. im super stressed. 

i spent alot of time doing homework. today. and ill be doing that alot this week. and. yea. i dunno. again super stressed. 

me and her are good. 

game saturday

i dunno. im done. 

im out later

wanna sing to you at the top of my lungs

today was stressing. i still am. 

im pretty stressed. 

5 and half hrs. to finish the rough draft. its probably crap. i didnt proof read. 

maybe tomorrow i will. maybe

and yea. i dunno. 

i still have to do religion and still have to do..history. 

stress sucks. 

im chasing the wind. 

this is meaningless. 

life is meaningless. 

unless I NEED TO LIVE FOR GOD

(see the Bible for randomness above)

ive been lacking in relationship. i need that back. 

me and her are chill

mom brought up the gf thing. and mom said. shes thinking about it. 

and yea. i dunno we talked alot. but yea hopefully i get a yess. that would mean alot

and yea. i dunno. 

haha

game saturday is what i have to look forward too. malea is coming. woo

well im out later

so what the heck

i duno. dads bday. 

went to museums. =lame

went to a old school house= pretty tight. had nice architecture

uhhh

uhh

im super stessed

tomororw

abuncha

shit. i gotta do

frick

man

not good

im frickin out

5 pages. research paper

historry project.

and religion project

i dunno

i have

no idea who im listening too

find me a good badn

please

crappppersss

i have to poop

hahahhahah

dude

i relaly do not want to do these projects

ugh whatever. 

its hot

im out

So I've Been Slacking

well i havnt posted in a while. 

one because i dunno if it does anything for me anymore. 

two because im on the phone at night. and thats usually when i do it. 

three because malea gave me this super long book to read. and its really good. so ive read like 400 pages in 4 days. and i still have like 200 more to go

lets see. its been awihle ill jus talk about yesterday. 

1st period review i have a test today im nervous.

2nd period test. it was alright. im doing the worst in this class. and. im in trouble about the report caard cuz i have a C. and i need to work on the group project its due next friday

3rd period . uhh notes about research paper. i have to type a 5 page rough draft this weekend

4th period . notes. i have a test tuesday. and  ineed to start on this project too. its due in about two weeks. 

5th period test. it was alright. the short answer was hard. and. my teacher was mad cuz. some people sent each other vocab. and it was kinda me that did it. and sent it out. so . she said next time we get refferalls. which is like.. 4 detentions. 

6th period. did this packet in class. that class. is unbelievable 

so whatever. the thing about the vocab is still on my mind. 

and yea me and her are good. 

dads birthday is today. 

and. 

yea

so im having trouble figuring out what kind of music i want i think. i want something like deas vail. but. thats hard  to find i think. 

well. im out. later

i forgot yesterday

well.

i think. blogging isnt for me anymore

the end. 

so semi success

i only got on for like less than an hr. 

so cool. 

schoool was

boring

and i was pissed aobut chemistry. cuz people didnt do their job. 

so yea. 

and yea. and  yea. 

im done i guess. 

everything is chill

im out later

i gunna try

to stay off the computer . for a whlie. but i dooubt thats gunna work. 

i need to crack down on school. and im serious. so. i need to stop getting on aim and myspace so much or jus totally cut it  out. but ill still blog. 

but yea. i really need to  do this. 

itll help i think. 

so. hopefuly i can actually do it. 

well im out.

school time i really dont wnat to go back. this last weekend was so good. 

well yea later

will i awake

sleep. is amazing. 

saturday night. family stuff. played poker pretty late. won. like...5 bucks

well sunday school was . nothing so i went to service which was good.talked about how we should deal with problems we come across in our daily lives. 

and yea. got home relaxed. when to uncle jons to relax. and cuz my cousin was confirmed. because she has to be to be marrie din a catholic churhc yea. 

then i dunno. im nervous that my chem partner is gunna remember to do  her work. cuz. i called her and she didnt answer. well hopefully she does her job our. illbe pissed. 

well i think thats it. 

this weekend was amazing. its time to start doing my projects tho. frick

im out later. 

To make up for last night

well school on friday was alright. then. i got home and relaxed. the concert was good. but oh, sleepers set was short. kinda wack. and i think a skylit did better than oh sleeper. it was nice to spend some time out with malea out of school. and her cousin was cool. and thanks to zane for not flaking out on me. 

um yea. finished fasting today. i was really weak when i woke up. 

and now. im amazing. 

feels good. 

i dunno. im out later

Artery Concert

it was pretty tight. um. im super tired. 

ill talk about it tomorrow. 

hha im out

Artery Foundation Tour

so fnally the oh sleeper concert is tomorrow. and ive been waiting for a long time to see them. and i finally jus get to get a few words in with them and everything. that wold be tight

well yea. today went by pretty fast. i guess. i really hate history

i really want toomorrow school to be over so i can go to othe concert.

and i really hope. that the concert is amazing

and im fasting. and i really need to be in the right mindset to do that. so ill be making sure of that later tonight. 

and yea. im freakin excited for tomorrow.  

except school sucks. but its short day. 

well im done. i guess. 

ohh something interesting. i got a random comment from someone i dont talk to that i jus accepted their friend thing. and they commented on my headline " God IS Love" which is tight. 

well im out. later

Good Day

today went by really fast. and im really tired. so. i wanted to talk about today since i enjoyed it alot. 

well first was cool. we did stuff with lasers and lens that relates to ..  foci. some math stuf

but second really surprsied me. and i foudn it really interesting. there were 5 people of diffferent religion that each spokea bout their religion and why they follow that religion. and overall what that religoin was all about. they had. a catholic. muslim, seek, jewish, buddhist. and i found it really interesting. and i know for sure about my faith. and i know what i believe. and i truly believe it. 

3rd was jus chill. 

and yea i dunno. not alot of homework. so im gunna sleep now. 

imout later

well. i keep. these short. 

i dont know. its cuz im on the phone. 

well. today was alright

a hecka lotta homework. 

well i dunno

im off. haha

what a boring blog

I, Lucifer

im jus listening to it now. its pretty good. 

well. school is. so wck. im now sick of it. 

and now. i wnat it to be summer.

whatever. im gunna have to do notecards  tomorrow. crap. 

and i dunno. im really stressing aobut all the projects im gunn ahve to do . 

im so sick o f this. 

well. i dunno. 

i took a nap even tho i wasnt tired. 

i  wonder why im not posting alot of info lately. oh well

im out later

i hate titling these

today. church. 

and chillin.

didnt do the work i wanted to. 

oh well. 

i NEED to start working. 

well. im stressing. 

its hot. 

me and malea. are great. 

oh sleeper this friday. 

i dunno i want it simple. 

im out

A Boring Saturday

so im bumping all screamo/hardcore/metalish bands. i know. 

uhh today did nothing. 

like nothing. 

yea nothing. 

i ran. my knees and ankles hurt. im done with running. 

and i took random pictures. ill put one or two up

and yea. i dont know

heres some of the random pics. i edited them too. and wow. there loading in weird. i think there above . 

yea. i like the flowers one. 

uhhhhh. church tomoorrow. 

i have lose some respect for. aimee(sP?). she made a comment about me talking about poker at church. and yea. she jus straight up judged my Walk

well im done i think 

im out

Im Super Tired

well im super tired.

today was alright. 

kiss #3

uhhh. talked to her for hrs on the phone today

bible study was titght

dinner was cool

and im really out of it. 

im leaving out stuff. but oh well.

overall good day. 

im stressing about projects.

im out later

On The Phone Again

welll. 

of course im on the phone with her. 

but lets start with the day. 

so. in 2nd period i finally. see her and shes super upset. because her step-dad said stuff about thinking she was pregnant and stuff. which pissed her off alot. and then. someone sent her to the counsiclor. and she tought that her mad was gunna be upset. but she wasnt. but at the time she was relaly upset. and yea. it jus hurt me to see her like that. and. my heart jus sunk. 

but it was good. 

and chem test. was hard. i barely fnished. i think  i brainfarted. 

math test tomorrow. great. 

well after school i got to see her mom which is cool cuz her mom is really chill. and stuff. 

and malea can go to os. which is tight. but shes gunna meet us there. 

i think thats it. 

TGIF .  cuz this week has been super stressing. but i have to do abnuncha homework over the weekendd. which sucks. 

im out. 

later

so i think thats the place ill be getting the shirts. 

but i dunno

im on the phone. 

today was lame. 

kiss #2

the end. haah. 

Good Morning.

today. i woke up to the sound of Underøath. pretty sweet. 

im totally not a morning person. and i barely wake up everyday. so. ugh. 

well i end up always being ready before mom so . ive decided that when im bored. ill blog 

so i dont really remember what i put yesterday. i know i mentioned about oh snap. 

and im thinking about whether i should put it off till the summer. 

well... im realizing that. i have like 4 projects due in may. and. well. i should get starting. cuz im gunna have to work on all of them at the same time. 

and. that. oh snap. shouldnt get in the way of school. and that it would jus put more stress on me. so. im thinking maybe jus put it off for a few months. and then get it back up. butt htat would suck for the peeps. cuz ive been promising shirts . for a long time. 

and well yea. i feel bad. 

i guess thats it. im really waiting for a skylit drive cd. its. so . unique sounds. based off of thatone song. 

well.  i guesss thats it. 

the taste the touch. i listened to it last night. 

its such a good song. 

well im out 

later

Interesting

so uhh today. i had 2 tests that i took. and one that i missed out on. that i get to take tomorrow. then a test on thursday. woo fun. 

uhh. yea. the tests were hard. i think idid bad. 

so. uhh. what else. my glasses broke. at the end of 4th. 

but i was leaving at the end of 5th cuz i had a doctors appointment anyway. . but i left earlier. 

ate lunch with dad. 

doctors. 

eye doctor. 

home. 

fun. alot of bonding time. 

uhhhhhhhh. i dunno. 

freakin oh snap. is in trouble. money is such a issue. 

we prob cant get prints from my friend. too expensive

so my friend sent in a qoute for.... the peace design. 

and we will see what happens. 

mass tomorrow. short class. woo. 

and what else....

thats it. haha. 

i think. 

im looking for electonic/hiphop. i dont think a thinig exists. 

haha

im out later

Just Cause I feel like blogging

so yea i got my gk shirt in the mail yesterday. but i didnt know till dad got home which was late. because he is the only one with thekey to the mailbox. 

but its tight. 

i didnt realize it was striped white and grey. 

but i like it.

well. last night i couldnt sleep so i decided to write malea a long ..love note i guess you could say. haha. well it took me along time. cuz i wrote lyrics all over it too. probably about an hr. but. its okay cuz i wasnt tired. and i wanted to do something. 

uhh what else. 

thats it. 

i get to miss my spanish test. 

but ihave to take my religion and...history test. 

ehhh thats it. 

time for school. 

im out later

Fire Rages In Me

well. oh snap is moving smoother. well have a .... order out soon. hopefully sooner. than im thinking. its feeling like its gunna take a long time. 

so today. it sucks waking up to go to school. 

chill day..

whatever. 

I FINALLY KISSED HER. 

highlight of the day. 

im  done. haha

im out later

All it takes for your dreams to come true

well a skylit drive. there stuff sounds good. and i want that album already. but its not gunna happen. 

well today was tiring. church. at 9. i got 6 hrs of sleep. super out of it. 

then. home lunch. homework. 

then sleep for 4 hrs. 

ate dinner. 

talked to  malea for a bit. 

then yea. thats about it. 

i dunno. late start tomorrow. 

nothing really going on. 

i think im gunna start reading the Bible. 

well see. 

im out. 

The Tide

haha jus cuz im bumping some oceana. 

so as soon as i woke up. my day started rolling

woke up mom is like. we gotta do stuff on the patio. then mowed the lawn. 

then worked on some homework. thats not due till tuesday. 

ill prob finish it tomorrow. unless im rally tired. which could be a strong possibility.

if i do it. then i get extra credit. so ill try to do it. 

so what else. 

after homework. cleaned room. 

took a shower. then watched UCLA but.. i left early for neverpeak. 

and later i heard that they lost. thats sad. 

so we drove around alot. 

showed up early and chilled out for awhile. till they let us in.

sadly neverpeak pulled first spot. but the still did pretty good. 

we only stayed for two other bands. i didnt care that we left. 

after we drove around. in a cirle for awhile. 

the found. yougurtland/starbucks/chipotle. / othher places

i went to starbucks to get some good green tea latte. 

very nice. 

uhh yea chilled at chipotle. 

then . outside

i got to talk to Malea for a bit. 

that really made me happy. 

then. we pretty much left. 

poor wes got sick.. i feel bad

so i got back at what. like midnight ish. 

and of course. everyone is playing poker, 

so im even. won one. lost another. =even. 

uhh. so i think thats it. 

today was good. but. when im out i really do miss her even more. in the car... i started tearing up. cuz yea. really miss her. 

and shes thinking about coming to oh sleeper concert. but. i doubt it. 

well i think im done. i think i did alot

bump that music. i dunno. I THINK.

im still into hardcore

well all together pretty good day. 

except. without her.. im not complete. 

im out.

Yea A Friday

so today at school went really slow. wahtever. english was alright. 

well yea. 

after school .

went out to lunch with pat that was nice to spend some time with him. talkedd bout alot of stuff. got to catch up on things

after came home. chilled.

slept. 

then thought. about life. and it gave me a headache

now im jus i dont know. 

bumpin all hardcore music

 tried for today again. their too hard. how sad. 

well. im talking simple today i dunno why

so i guess i have a ride to neverpeak now. 

well im out

Confused

soo pretty much. im confused be on belief. 

and. i dont know. what i going on.

why am i so lost

as cities burn. isnt helping. haha

and .. i cant find a ride to neverpeak

interesting. 

hmm. i have no idea. what i did to get to this position

and. i have no idea how to get out. 

alot of posts today. 

at least one more

im out

Need Something off My Chest

i need to get this off my chest

i feel like im changing

except for the worse. 

but something inside me thinks that its truly for the better

i dont want help from anyone to help evaluate what it is. 

i jus want to figure it out

cuz its really been bothering me lately

and i hope its not her

but i love her too much

thats it. 

Tomorrow Is Friday

well. yea. today. was alright. uhh nothing really happenings. i feel like im applying myself more in school. and participating more. and. im getting better grades then before. i guess. i really do have it in  me. well.... yea. i got a english test tomorrow. so i decided i better read the short stories since i havnt cuz i was slacking but oh well. so im no nervous im sure ill do fine. 

oh snap clothing. is finally gunna find out how much im gunna get charged for the shirts probably up too... 275 max. yea. uhhh what else..thats about it . so yea . zane if you read this. id be cool if  could talk to you soon. 

well. what else. me and malea are good. nothing really going on. 

uhh after school dentist. well i dont flosss. so we really had some problems. i might have my first cavatee(sp?) and yea that sucks. well my gums started bleeding while they were cleaning. and it started to hurt. sucks. yeaa so gunna start flossing. 

what else......

i think thats it. 

punk goes crunk is pretty coo

and life in your way is cool. 

and.... upon beauty rests is cool. 

and thats about it. 

i t hink. im out.... 

later

No Subject

so i dunno. im not thinking much....

today was boring

i continue to enjoy chem. 

ehhhh. what else. 

 

im really brain fartingg. 

library. got a bunch of books for history project. and for my research paper

uhhh. yea

bump that hardcore music

im out

Back to School

well i went back to school. 

well. yea. first wwas alright . learned alil bit. his hw was the wrong page but i figured it out. and yea. 

2nd was .. boring lecture

3rd was. boring. a quiz thing. that i probably didnt do that well.

4th was boring lecture

5th. chemistry reviewed. what we learned before break. and well. i think chem is my favorite class

6th is spanish. =boring. eric makes it fun. thank God

well got home. did a lil hw. and talked to malea for an hr. 

then. jon. played a april fools joke on me

then.. yea ate dinner. watch some crappy american idol. and dancing with the stars after. 

and i dunno what else

i actually have to wake up at normal time tomorrow. thats gunna be sad. 

and i finally get the catalog for the shirts. well im suposed to get them. 

and yea. 

UPON BEAUTY  RESTS

well yea. 

im out

No More

itleaked. awwww. 

haha. thats it. i like blogging random thoughts

im out till later

Waking Up

eh i either got up to early today or. i got ready faster than normal. i really want to go to school to see malea. because i havnt seen her in 11 days . pretty crazy. i think its been a good/bad thing on our relationship . its like tested it. and we've made it through. so yea i get to see her today. and im surprising her with soul cravings  as a gift . i hope she likes it . its a really good book . and it could possibly help her ...become...more knowning of God and more knowing of her own ...soul cravings. hahaa. well. yea i hope she likes it.

and what.. else. frickin school today. i hope its not like.....everyone hers a bunch of homework because youve been on break. i doubt it. or.. i hope its not liike that.  wellll. i think thats it. 

UPON BEAUTY RESTS

im out