weighted down

with all the sadness, pain, and brokeness surrounding me. 

its getting kinda hard on me. 

i dont know what else to do but ride it out. 

i might have to start running tbsk by myself. 

i jus dunno. 

im hecka tired. 

school. 

Making a Difference.

for awhile. ive been talking to one girl. that runs a site jus like tbsk. 

and for about a week or so. we've been talking about religion.

and shes been very interested. 

so tonight.  after about a week of thought.

finally said that she was ready

so i explained everything to her that she had to do.

and she said she would do it. 

so as i was about to get off. she said she wanted to tell me something. 

i said sure. 

and she said. that. 

if it wasnt for me. tonight would have been her last night. 

i had no idea going into this conversation what was going on. 

but. its all because of God. 

HE set this up.

HE saved her life. 

i was jus doing what HE wanted me to do. 

i jus needed to share that. 

a big thing in my life.

so after that. she said she had to go to the hospital. 

she might have done something...

uh well. 

then i got on the phone with malea.

who explained that crap. is just getting worse and worse in her family. 

which is ugh. 

i dont even know. 

i have nothing to say . anymore.

time for school

lets talk. since we havnt in a while

so . i went to camp.

and it was a good experience for me. 

i gained full trust with God. 

and so now i trust malea. 

and. my cabin was pretty tight. 

last night. malea had some probs. 

so i talked to her for awhile. 

hmm. i saw malea for like 5 mins. on monday. before i left for vaca.

even tho we were supposed to have lunch. 

her and her mom got into some fight. 

so yeaa. family vacation was alright.

i jus wanted to go home bad to see malea. 

got back and..

locker day. 

i saw her. 

and i was on cloud 9. 

no lie. 

well today is friday.

and its the first day of school.

frickk dude.

oh well. 

ive been bumping this tight song by jm. "swim"

i really like it. 

pcjc tomorrow

this will be my last blog before i leavee

im really excited

im jus worried about malea. and how shes gnna be. 

well im off. 

later