a thought.

if you cant love the people around you.
how are you supposed to reach out to other people.

another reason why tbsk has come to an end
im sure there are so many hurting people around me that i should be paying attention too.

thats the thought.

in oceans. agraceful

The water is rising above my neck
the tide it is pulling me farther
away from everything that I have grown to love
away from everything I know
pull me back in
with all this said
I know that you're afraid and
I can't go on unless your next to me
take me now
Oh my God, the water is getting higher
I need to breathe

Oh my God, why is this happening to me?
if this is the end, the worst is over
and all of this is keeping you calm
its keeping you safe
its keeping you quiet
and all of this is keeping you calm
its keeping you quiet
its keeping you safe inside again
with all this said
I know that you're afraid and
I can't go on unless your next to me
take me now
and all of this is keeping you calm
its keeping you safe
its keeping you quiet
pull me back I fear you are at the end
pull me back in I fear you have reached the end
its keeping you safe inside you
its keeping you awake again

My God can we bury this?
the fear in their heart

what am I supposed to do?

i dont get it.

its always my frickin fault.

and now. you want to take tbsk away.

cuz. im a jerk. and im looking for other chicks i can date on a help website.
um no.

so forget it.

i have to change tbsk. into something else.
something more.

i cannot . help anyone anymore.
because. i might want to bang them.
uhh no.

last night.
that was tag team shizz on me.
that was kinda messed up.
thanks.
i appreciaite you two thinking about how that would make me feel.

"love your neighbor as yourself" the golden rule.
and.
i cant do that.
because.
my girlfriend thinks im going to cheat on her with a chick i find on a helpwebsite.
dude.
calm down.
YOUR MAKING THIS WORSE THAN WHAT IT HAS TO BE.





but serious. i have to change tbsk.
its gunna take time.
and alot .. of thought.
i know what i want tho.
and thats whats going to happen.
since i cant talk to anyone anymore.



im done.

you have..

..no idea how close i am to being effing done with you.