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dez moines. is legit by them. i like it a lot.
i cant wait for the new album.
its gunna be epic.

so last week i was super busy with school and STRESSED as frickk! .
whatever man.
saturday was the sat.
it was wack.
saturday night i met malea's family.

sunday church.
and life hurts God heals.
and it was good for me.
i talked about my moom and how she wasnt there for me in the begining and
it kinda let some stufff out

i dunno im just not in the mood for pooring things out now.
im out.

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im not gunna lie ive been slacking.
ive been really busy and really stressed.
still really stressed.

i dont know i jus have a lot going
i dont know what to say.
i really dont
ive missed to much to attempt trying to make up for lost time
i just have been super pressed
and i almost went over the edge today
but i was able to pull myself back together.
i still have SATs to take.
its gunna suck.

im just not who i usually am
stress&school.
is getting to me.
which isnt me.
which sucks.

i dont know.
imout.

CLOUDS

hmm i dont know whats really going on with me.
nothing to much.
today would be 13 months with malea.
amazing isnt it?

a lot of people around me are stressin out.
and me.
i like to jus chill back and become apathetic
but inside. projectt freak me out.
2 projects next week x[

hmm i dunno.
cant i just make a difference in the world
without highschool
without college
without stress.

cant i jus reach out.
and LOVE
LOVE like never before
show GOD's LOVE
thats all i want
is to LOVE
LOVE EVERYONE
help EVERYONE.

but life is so much more complicated.
i jus want to LOVE
as GOD wants me to do.
i want to just go out and LOVE
for the rest of my life.
without a stress
without a worry

Is your love really LOVE?
Is my love really LOVE?
I think our love isn't LOVE,
Unless it's LOVE to the end.

of the sea.

this album is sick :]

today was an interesting day. 

church today. was i dont know. 

i like the idea. 

but i dont like the idea of lhaving linda lead us. 

after we recorded that wonderful vid . 

hmm then i went to o bed bath & beyond for 2 hrs. 

and i found this really cool wall hanging metal thing. 

and it was super expensive. 

but i really wanted  it for my wall. 

and i  cant wait to hang it up

cuz its gunna look legit. 

ill upload a pic when we post it up. 

hmm then i got home kinda chilled. 

and did homework. then ate. 

then jus kinda 

talked to Catherine helped her out

shes really stressin

& txtin emily helping her out to. 

cause she has it rough.

im trying to spread the love to the maxx again. 

do more for other people and help

because that is what God is calling me to do. 

i miss malea. she broke her charger and her phone is dead

so i pretty much havnt said anything to her today

i miss her alot

and im in love w. her. 

life is going good right now. 

i dont know what to say.

i feel good. 

well i guess thats it. 

im out :]