its been a long while. [IMPORTANT]

heres the deal. i jus havnt felt like blogging but today i fell like i s hould

this is what is up. 

me and malea. are really good. and. she says, that she's never met anyone who made her feel the way that i make her feel and no matter what she will always . and im really hoping that those arnt just words. that she really means what she said. because im really putting alot into her now. and im really vulnerable. she could really hurt me bad if things went wrong. but she says , that whatever we go through were gunna fight it out and stay together. and..i really hope she means it because.

i love her. 

i really do. 

i dunno. 

i really hope we make it. 

im good for now. im out. 

later

i think

well. 

something hit me. i was watching an episode of house. and the guys gf dies. 

and like. it hit me. 

that she really means so much to me. 

a few kind words

i was talking to one of my friends that is a girl. and she told me that her and one of my other friends thats a girl. were talking about me and malea. and  how happy me and her area always are together and how loving we treat each other. and well she went on to say how one day they hope they can get into a relationship like the one me and malea are having now. 

so i think thats a pretty swell compliment. 

but anyway. 

two projects. to do. this weekend. ugh 

i want to get them done!!!!

 

ehh i guess im done. 

its been awhile..again

its been awhile i dunno why i havnt been blogging i jus havnt felt the need. 

well....school is winding down. something like ..12 days or something. and well. i dunno it doesnt seem real. i will be reall happy when we get out. 

malea is going through not cutting. and.. yea its hard for her. 

she threw away the blade. 

but its still gunna be a long rode. 

ugh i still have 2 projects i kinda have to do. religion and english. and well. i think. i better do one during the week. but the week is slowly or fastly about to finish. 

the glorious unseen is pretty good. not my usualy christian music. but i like

hmm twloha.ive been reading..their comments on myspace and facebook. and its sad the things people go through. 

eh well. i dont really feel like doing this any father right now. so im off. 

later