attempt at deep thought.

hmm. God talk time C:
nothing like listening to The Glorious Unseen to get me in a spiritual mood. :]. they are truly amazing .

freakk. one of those times .. where i cant find the words.

i guess its really amazing when you make new friends... and you have them telling you "i can tell God is shining through u right now" (saved the text :])

the coolest God moment this week has go to be that i have been trying to open up to God more through prayer. and hearing Him and asking Him to work through me. so sunday night i was praying and i felt like God was telling me to tell lauren tang that He knows that she is going through a hard time but not to give up because she is doing His work. tonight i finally got the chance to catch her on facebook only had 5 mins. so i told her what i jus explained. and she said that she really needed to hear that right now and that it really helped. (im about to start crying) whenever i open myself up to God and i think i hear Him. its extremely hard for me to go to the person that He tells me to and deliver the message but i am learning that i need to have more faith.

another cool God moment would be talking to cristina gregoris. whom i havnt talked to in a year . we did some catching up on FB chat. and it was really amazing to hear how she went to India and how it was life changing for her. and we talked a lil bit about how her friends dont understand her and she knew that i would understand her. thats why she came to me to talk about it i guess. which leads to me to big thought of the night.

the secular world.

its been pretty weird going back to school because i dont like to hang with people from school that often because of our.... spiritual diffeerences and how they arnt the best people around. so summer was spent mostly around family and church friends. and its jus different being back at school. it was really interesting for me to talk to cristina because.. shes caught up in the party scene and everything.. but inside shes changing. it was really nice for me to connect with her.

tonight. watching trailers for the new movies coming.. maybe it was jus cause i was seeing R movie. but the movies coming out jus seem to be getting worse. its jus weird how ... movies can be put out like that and people pick it up. i dunno how to explain it . blankingg. so im done. :]