for some reason i dont want to blog.

i guess there is just a lot on my mind. and i cant control it.
im hating it.

lately ive been really sick of not living. with everything i have for God.
i feel like.
school is holding me back from somuch more.

i just want to do more.
.. i dont know.
i feel like God is pushing me .
but.. i have no idea what direction im heading.