...They can NEVER take this from ME.
it always seems to me that i tend to blog after being pissed off at malea. or something that is really bothering. but i guess today i jus kinda want to talk. or whatever. i meant thats what this is for. so lets dive in.
pastweekend was really busyy. between. malea & family & school.[ the 7hrs of school work i compeleted this weekend]
i had to move me&maleas thing to friday. because my fam wanted to have dinner with me on sat for my bday. so me and malea chilled on friday and it was real good lots of fun and everything. we always have a good time together its amazing. really.
saturday. i slept in latee. felt good. till like 12:30 i know woww. i got like 14 hrs of sleep that night i really needed it bad. so i got up and started doing homework i did like 3 hrs on saturday. then went out to korean BBQ which is amazingg stuff. love it. then jus a cheap poker game w. my family that was pretty funn.
sunday. went to churchh. aimees points are way too short to remember. i mean seriously its monday i cant even remember what yesterday was about. not too good. then got back home ate. then. got my butt working on school work did 4 hrs of work till i finished. then i bounced my butt into cleaning mode . and cleaned downn my room spotless. like fosho. it was goood. then lets seee. thenn. i jus had a normal dinner with the parents. and then i went to the youth group. where we had a lot of small group time which was good. it gave us the opportunity to talk about a lot of things and get stuff out and start to build trust with each other. i wish. i had more down time w. the people there. we could def build friendships there that could last a long timee.
monday. not much today went to school. started w. physics which was boringg. found out i got a 91% on the test. verynice. hmm then math which was boring cuz we were gunna have a quiz then everyone talked him into moving it to tuesdayy. which i dont really care. cuz i hate math. haha. uhh english was boring doing new vocab. words so we have to make up our own sentences and what not. hmm oh i got back a quiz/test a 93%. hmm 6th period is "social justice" bahaha. we had a test . and we have something to be nominated for. and people were like nominate me and stuff so i got into the fun. haha. i think its for. "campus ministry" supposed to be a nice&caring person to everyone. [this will lead to another point later] so anyway did that stuff. then had lunchh. in the halls cuz it was pretty much pooring downn rainn. then i had spanish & i had a presentation and it went okayy. but i think my teacher didnt think i said enoughh. but i dont really care. cuz shes super annoiying&moody. so i had history which is a super laid back class. and i know a lot of people in that class so its like... im kinda big center of attention. and i can get loud. and i laught a lot & have a lot of fun. its chill. but i take notes & everything haha. then after school malea wanted a lil snackk so we went to the "snack bar" where we can buyy shizz. hinting "snack bar" haha. kayy. so one of our friends was infront of us. [insert idea from above] and she goes. heyy ryan. i nominated you for campus ministry and what not. and i was like ohh! coo! thanks! and blah blah blah. i think it kinda hit me. that ive done something real nice&caring to this person. for her to remember. cause believe me we do not even talk that muchh maybe. even an aquiantance. where shes come to me in some bad times. and ive been there. and seen her through those times. & it hit me that in my day. i do show the nice&caring heart to everyone. and it touched me that i am making a difference by showing love. :]
there are no words to describe how happy iwas to hear that from one person. whether or not i make it onto campus ministry or not. just to have her tell me that she thought of me was amazing. really.
hmm so today im lacking in the homework department which makes me very happy . since i worked my butt off this weekend. so i got this time to kinda sit back and chill out. put on a log in the fire. and its almost out. but. dont worry i have another one here ready to go! haha. jus been chillin watching some MADE on MTV. then i jus kinda sad down jumped on the laptop to listen to a few beats & thought why not throw out an extremely long blog. hah.
maybe one or two more thoughts.
one forsure.
midwinter is coming up.
hmm. malea is going to taste of chaos. and i have two worries. one is her health because of last time when she passed out it was really scary. and im kinda worried whether her friend is going to be there or not. cuz last time her friend got separated from us. and yea. second worry is i guess. her messin around or something. even tho i shouldnt be worried i am because alt shows there are a lot of guys there that uhh are visually appleaing to her. and im sure there are guys there lookin for some sexyy chica. and yea. thats it.
hmm so vday is coming up. and im gunna miss it which sucks big time. but yea im giving her stuff on friday which im excited for! yay!!!
ive been listening to a mix of music lately. im more into the calmer stuff. like death cab. and pompeii. and some other soft rock bands that arnt coming to my mind. oh well. i got this like super slow fold guy william fitzsimmons. which im bumpin too. i like it nice and sloww and everything. with super emotional lyrics. that i cant relate to tho. :/. hmm yea thats about all im listening to. [ here comes the end of the silence AKA my mom jus arrived home :/]
alright im think im out. and i leave you w. a day to remember lyrics :]
it always seems to me that i tend to blog after being pissed off at malea. or something that is really bothering. but i guess today i jus kinda want to talk. or whatever. i meant thats what this is for. so lets dive in.
pastweekend was really busyy. between. malea & family & school.[ the 7hrs of school work i compeleted this weekend]
i had to move me&maleas thing to friday. because my fam wanted to have dinner with me on sat for my bday. so me and malea chilled on friday and it was real good lots of fun and everything. we always have a good time together its amazing. really.
saturday. i slept in latee. felt good. till like 12:30 i know woww. i got like 14 hrs of sleep that night i really needed it bad. so i got up and started doing homework i did like 3 hrs on saturday. then went out to korean BBQ which is amazingg stuff. love it. then jus a cheap poker game w. my family that was pretty funn.
sunday. went to churchh. aimees points are way too short to remember. i mean seriously its monday i cant even remember what yesterday was about. not too good. then got back home ate. then. got my butt working on school work did 4 hrs of work till i finished. then i bounced my butt into cleaning mode . and cleaned downn my room spotless. like fosho. it was goood. then lets seee. thenn. i jus had a normal dinner with the parents. and then i went to the youth group. where we had a lot of small group time which was good. it gave us the opportunity to talk about a lot of things and get stuff out and start to build trust with each other. i wish. i had more down time w. the people there. we could def build friendships there that could last a long timee.
monday. not much today went to school. started w. physics which was boringg. found out i got a 91% on the test. verynice. hmm then math which was boring cuz we were gunna have a quiz then everyone talked him into moving it to tuesdayy. which i dont really care. cuz i hate math. haha. uhh english was boring doing new vocab. words so we have to make up our own sentences and what not. hmm oh i got back a quiz/test a 93%. hmm 6th period is "social justice" bahaha. we had a test . and we have something to be nominated for. and people were like nominate me and stuff so i got into the fun. haha. i think its for. "campus ministry" supposed to be a nice&caring person to everyone. [this will lead to another point later] so anyway did that stuff. then had lunchh. in the halls cuz it was pretty much pooring downn rainn. then i had spanish & i had a presentation and it went okayy. but i think my teacher didnt think i said enoughh. but i dont really care. cuz shes super annoiying&moody. so i had history which is a super laid back class. and i know a lot of people in that class so its like... im kinda big center of attention. and i can get loud. and i laught a lot & have a lot of fun. its chill. but i take notes & everything haha. then after school malea wanted a lil snackk so we went to the "snack bar" where we can buyy shizz. hinting "snack bar" haha. kayy. so one of our friends was infront of us. [insert idea from above] and she goes. heyy ryan. i nominated you for campus ministry and what not. and i was like ohh! coo! thanks! and blah blah blah. i think it kinda hit me. that ive done something real nice&caring to this person. for her to remember. cause believe me we do not even talk that muchh maybe. even an aquiantance. where shes come to me in some bad times. and ive been there. and seen her through those times. & it hit me that in my day. i do show the nice&caring heart to everyone. and it touched me that i am making a difference by showing love. :]
there are no words to describe how happy iwas to hear that from one person. whether or not i make it onto campus ministry or not. just to have her tell me that she thought of me was amazing. really.
hmm so today im lacking in the homework department which makes me very happy . since i worked my butt off this weekend. so i got this time to kinda sit back and chill out. put on a log in the fire. and its almost out. but. dont worry i have another one here ready to go! haha. jus been chillin watching some MADE on MTV. then i jus kinda sad down jumped on the laptop to listen to a few beats & thought why not throw out an extremely long blog. hah.
maybe one or two more thoughts.
one forsure.
midwinter is coming up.
hmm. malea is going to taste of chaos. and i have two worries. one is her health because of last time when she passed out it was really scary. and im kinda worried whether her friend is going to be there or not. cuz last time her friend got separated from us. and yea. second worry is i guess. her messin around or something. even tho i shouldnt be worried i am because alt shows there are a lot of guys there that uhh are visually appleaing to her. and im sure there are guys there lookin for some sexyy chica. and yea. thats it.
hmm so vday is coming up. and im gunna miss it which sucks big time. but yea im giving her stuff on friday which im excited for! yay!!!
ive been listening to a mix of music lately. im more into the calmer stuff. like death cab. and pompeii. and some other soft rock bands that arnt coming to my mind. oh well. i got this like super slow fold guy william fitzsimmons. which im bumpin too. i like it nice and sloww and everything. with super emotional lyrics. that i cant relate to tho. :/. hmm yea thats about all im listening to. [ here comes the end of the silence AKA my mom jus arrived home :/]
alright im think im out. and i leave you w. a day to remember lyrics :]
I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again